If you are searching for what and who you are through some limited defined box or defined personality self… you will not find it.
Even in the deity, the deity is yet only a symbol.
It is not the Being, nor the Self.
The Self is limitless.
Truly, in all ways.
One must let go of the definitions and structures to begin to experience the Limitless Self.
The Self is the One who creates the symbols.
The symbols are not the Self.
The One who observes the symbols, is the One who gives meaning to them.
This One is the creator of them.
This One is the many, This One is All.